Ok everyone is freaking out wondering what Parrish is but honestly he’s probs the Benefactor. His name is on that list so nobody suspects him. Meredith wouldn’t helped Lydia last time until Parrish asked her to. And this time he didn’t tell her to, so she didn’t.
Idk just theories.
Getting bad again for no reason after you’ve been so happy for a long time is literally one of the worst feelings ever